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oh no. i've been shot
11.29.05 (8:36 pm)   [edit]

ladies and gentleman.


the Agent is dead.


he lives on in all of us.


in our memories.


and in our hearts.


true, he is not truely dead.


he lives on as a Beating Heart Corpse.


 



 
looks like i'm not dead afterall....
08.03.05 (9:47 pm)   [edit]

it has come to my attention that several of you are under the impression that i'm dead....


i'd like to dispell that rumor, if possible...


sorry for the MAJOR lack of updates, guys, but it's been totally nutzo since my birthday weekend, which was fabulous, btw... straight after that, two of my managers went on vacation, and i've pulled huge hours for DQ in the last few weeks... thus the lack of updates...


i will get back into the cycle of posting regularly at some point, but recently i just haven't had the time.. that and all my spare time is being taken up by my newest gaming addiction, "The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind".... i knew i was really starting to like these damn RPG games... this is what has kept me away from you guys, honest... work really had nothing to do with it...


ok, i lie, work had everything to do with it... anyways, here i am, letting you all know that i am indeed, contrary to popular belief/wishful thinking, ALIVE...


Bonjour!


Agent Out



 
Here it Comes!!!
07.14.05 (9:16 pm)   [edit]

well folks, i know i've been behind on the updates, but trying to keep this week in order has been hard enough on me... i'm gearing up for the huge 2-0 birthday weekend, and as it were, it seems likes it's going to turn out just fucking dandy :) i honestly can't wait...


big agenda planned for tomorrow, including payday, and a HUGE order to Shorty's, which i'm super stoked about... if all that goes according to plan, it should all be here by the Saturday.... perfect timing for my own personal B-Day gift :)


unfortunately, all the rest of the check has to go into my car... it just so happened that the oil change, regestration, inspection and the license renewal fell in the same month... and 8 of the planets are aligned just right so that they might try and snuff my weekend plans.... astrological bastards...


well, so long, and good night... i'll update by Monday and let you know all about my fantastic week!!!!!


Agent Out.



 
Bowling and dating and such
07.12.05 (9:04 am)   [edit]

had fun last night. went bowling with scott john and alisha... they met her for the first time, and they really seemed to like her... scott even told me that he thought her and i were good for each other :) as far as the bowling went, i sucked... 113, 104, and 103 i think... on my last game, i pulled somthing, pretty close to my groin :shock: needless to say, that sort of put a damper on my last 5-6 frames...


i think alisha and i are "going out" now... she's taking me to dinner for my birthday this sunday :) and i subsquently get to meet her father, so that should be interesting... also my mom and sandy are taking me to dinner on friday for my b-day, and saturday night might be spent drinking in the George Washington National Forest with a bunch of buddies... :) this is turning out to be an excellent weekend!!!!


well, i must shower and shave and watch law and order, and maybe eat some ramen, and then.... you guessed it.... work


we'll meet again when both our cars collide...


Agent 47


p.s: i've had MCR's "I'm Not Okay (I Promise) and Fall Out Boy's "Sugar, We're Going Down" stuck in my head for days.... i wonder why???



 
Another Weekend Update!!!
07.10.05 (7:25 pm)   [edit]

well well well, it's been quite some time...


three days, in fact, since i bothered you all with my last post. btw thanks to all who participated in my survey... got some very intresting response, and alot of bands i've never heard of...


so, a few days worth to catch up on... let's see:


Friday: well, looking back, i can't really remember when i worked that day... i think it was between 2 and 6... i might have gotten out early, but who cares, right? so friday night, i went to a movie with scott and john... it was great... i had the best time of my life just being there... it's something i had needed to do for a long time, just to get out, and do it... the praise might sound a little overboard for a movie (especially when it was Fantastic Four), but in short, i had the greatest night i've had in a long ass time...


thank you....


Saturday: didn't sleep of course friday night... so i was VERY tired all day saturday... and to start off my day just right, from 8:30-11:45 am, i was helping my father install a ceiling fan in the living room of our house... what fun!... not to mention the fact that it tooks us over 2 hours to do a 45min-1hr project... but we also did it incorrectly... lol... dad got the wiring ass backwards, and now the wall switch controls the fans power, as opposed to the light, like it used to... oh well, i guess we'll get used to it... because there is no way in hell i'm taking that damn thing down again... worked late into saturday night, and then had to come home and sleep in preparation for sundays events!!!


Sunday: went to bed at 2am and was up again at 8... got dressed in my psuedo-redneck gear, and headed over to my dads. we spent an hour driving oout to the hunt camp out in highland county for a dayfull of shootin', fishin', and 4-wheelin'!!! YEEEE-HAWWW!!!!! but seriously folks.... i had a great time out there!!!! had my first experience with a 12 gauge shotgun, and DAMN, lemme tell you.... I WANT ONE OF THOSE THINGS!!!!! it was awesome!!! i couldn't put it down!!! for the longest time, i was afraid to shoot one because of the horror stories i'd heard from my dad and others ("it kills on one end, and cripples on the other..."), but surprisingly enough, it wasn't all that bad!!!! i shot up a shitpile of shells, including slugs, buckshot, and HV loads... and it was a classic shotgun too, the Remington 870.... beautiful piece... i even took plenty of pictures and even some videos of the days events, and you can check out the pics in the new album on my webshot portfoilio page (linked on the left)...


we stayed out at camp untill about 2pm and then headed home... i had managed to get myself a really bad sunburn in the shape if a wifebeater shirt, so i'll be sporting that beautiful tan for the rest of the summer... came home and in a few hours, my mom got back from the airport with a friend from out of town who's staying the week with us... should be fun!!! (seriously that time... no sarcasm)


well i'm out for now... need to ice my shoulder... maybe that gun really does cripple on the other end..... but who cares??? i'm STILL getting one!!!!!


Later Bitches!!!!


Agent out.
oh yeah, i got laid on saturday too!!!! finally!!! i can scratch that one off the list!!!
oh yeah, i'm turning 20 next week, and i am expecting all you bitches to comply with the annual gift-giving protocol... and don't you go spare on the cheese, either....



 
Excellent Song Survey
07.06.05 (9:40 pm)   [edit]

i took this excellent little survey from CrimsonBlood's site... i think this is the coolest survey i've ever participated int, really.... my answers, as well as hers and some guy named josh, are shown... fill it out by leaving your answers in my comments!!!! and check it out on Crimson's site too... she asked me to plug this for her... there you go Amanda!!!!!


Answer in song titles.
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band.
Copy and repost


Josh
My artist of choice Killswitch engage
Are you male or female?-To the sons of man
Describe yourself:Fixation on the darkness
Describe your ex:The end of heart ache
Describe your current love interest:Hope is...
Describe where you want to be:temple from within


Amanda
My artist of choice: Otep
Are you male or female? "Self-Made"
Describe yourself: "Battle Ready"
Describe your ex: "Fillthee"
Describe your current love interest: "House of Secrets"
Describe where you want to be: "Buried Alive"


Brandon
My Artist of Choice: System of a Down
Are you male or Female?: "S.O.I.L."
Describe Yourself: "Sugar"
Describe Your Ex: "Spiders"
Describe Your Current Love Intrest: "Suite-Pea"
Describe Where You Want to Be: "Aerials"


 


Agent out.



 
Weekend Update
07.05.05 (9:53 am)   [edit]

i better hurry up and post this before tBlog starts being a bitch... again....


the July 4th weekend was awesome... 4 straight days off from work, fri-mon, and a helluva time everyday....


friday - hung out with rob, scott, and cerme, out in the h'burg... got seriously rained on.. huge fucking storm system passed through our area... went back to scott's, and i proceeded to stay up all night... looking at airsoft stuff, and planning our next major purchases...


saturday - went with the maternal one to wal-mart to rent a deep cleaner for the carpet at home.... ate a delicious sub at quizno's, came home and passed out for a few hours... got back up and ran that rug doctor over the ENTIRE house... not fun... but then scott calls me about a party at drews, and i finished up really quick and headed out there... man it was CRAZY!!!! then me and scott left there around 4 am....


sunday - we ate at the waffle house at around 4 am... then went back to scotts and passed out again... i got up and had to be back home in time to get the steam cleaner back to wal-mart, and then passed out again! (4 days with little or no sleep will kick your ass when it catches up with you)... i stayed at home for te rest of the day, i think, and slept really good that night....


monday - july fourth!!! got up at 8 am, and made it out to the parade... did my little goth thing, with my new pants from Hot Topic, and my mp3 player... walked around the park twice, and only ran into about 5 people i knew... which is scary because last year, the second i walked into the park, i ran into 6 people i worked with right off the bat... and the numbers grew from there... i actually walked around in part of the parade, because i was making my way back to the spot where we were sitting when it started, and i walked around with the motorcycle show! it was pretty sweet, and really loud...


scott showed up about an hour into the parade and we hung out, he took me back home and showed me his newest airsoft pistol, of which he bought two... we researched it (we weren't sure what kind of gun it was modeled after, but we found out it's a Smith and Wesson model .659), and did s few range tests on it... i think with a little airsoft lube in it, it'll work alot better, but at 20 feet, it was sticking holes in a 4" group.... not bad really...


i hung out for awhile at home, and then fired up the grill, got out the steaks, and got busy... i cooked four medium sized steaks, and 2 kielbasas....all of which had marinated so long, you could have cut them  with your fork... damn they were delicious...


after the cookout, i went to pick up Kelly, Scott, and Meg and we went to the fireworks show at the park...again, it was another shoddy display this year, but i've come to expect no less from the crew who sets them off each year... still, it's fun to watch them for 30 minutes anyways... we sat up on the golf greens and watched with prolly 1000's of other people.... getting out of the parkw as a bitch and a half on a stick... my car almost over heated.... we sat in traffic for nearly 45 minutes before we actually got out...


we were going to go and eat at the waffle house, but it was jam-packed, with people waiting in a line OUTSIDE to be seated... we just went up the street to Sheetz and ate there... it was prolly better and cheaper that way anyways.... after all that, we said goodnight, and headed home... and man i still didn't get enough sleep...


that's my story and i'm sticking to it...


Agent out.



 
My 5 Things Meme
06.29.05 (10:16 pm)   [edit]

i stole this little Meme thingy from Wiccachicky... though it might be kinda fun to fill it out, unfortunately it forced me to reminisce the past 10 years or so... kinda got depressing... anyways, for your viewing pleasure, here is my 5 things meme:


10 years ago: ten years ago was 1995... i have a hard time remebering what exactly i was doing... i was in the 5th grade i believe... later in 95 i was in sixth grade and got my first girlfriend... i was shunned and cast out by all the kids i had known and grown up with in elementary school, purely because i was not "cool"... i did very little, if any, hanging out, or leaving the house with friends... the few friends i did have, i cherished, unfortunately, i've lost contact with most of them... i think at this point i was still listening to a lot of country music.... i looked up 1995 event in wikipedia, just to jog my memory... OJ Simpson trial, OK City bombing, Jacques Chirac elected president of France, and Christopher Reeves fell off his horse right here in Charlottesville, which is about an hour away....


5 years ago: this would have been 2000.... damn, hard to think that was five full years ago...i was in 8th/9th grade during that year.... the big move up the the HS was prolly the most prominent moment..i had started smoking pot around then, which is what makes remembering what happened 5 years prior to that REALLY difficult.... i remember not sweating a drop about y2k untill the ball was about two seconds from dropping, and at that point, i think i puckered a little... wikipedia had the following about 2000: US Courts ruled Bill Gates and Microsoft really WERE creating a monopoly... huh, really??? also there was the whole Elian Gonzalez thing, we could see seven planets in the same sky in May (the Sun and Moon, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, and Saturn), and of course, a bunch of Floridians fucked up the election and we got stuck with Bush for what turns out to be the next 8 years... and we all know how THAT turned out.


1 year ago: in July 2004, i wasn't in classes and hadn't been since fall of 2003... i was working very little, and had the huge fallout with my whole fucking family, which resulted in me moving out, only to return three months later, on my knees, after making the biggest mistake and worst decision of my life... months and months of depression ensued, coupled with a few suicide attempts... suffice to say, the ass end of 2004 was the worst year of my life...


Yesterday: a very mundane day indeed... i got up pretty late, went to work from 7-close... took heather home, and came home myself and played hours of Star Wars Knights: Jedi Academy.... a very unfullfilling day indeed....


Today: again with the work (4-8) and after that, came home really quick, got all gothed up, and met my friends at the mall for the premiere of "War of the Worlds" starring Tom Cruise...it was a very good movie...


Tomorrow: looks like more work... 5-9 to be exact...


5 Snacks I Enjoy:


1) Ramen


2) Hot Pockets


3) Reese Cups


4) gas station pickled sausage products.......


5) peanut butter.... on a spoon...


5 Songs I Know All The Words To: ( i know the words to damn near all my fave songs... i'm just trying to pick the more or less impressive ones...)


1) One Week, Barenaked Ladies


2) Devil Went Down to Georgia, Charlie Daniels Band


3) Red Hot Moon, Rancid


4) Banana Man, Tally Hall


5) Friends in Low Places, Garth Brooks (bet you weren't expecting that one....)


5 Things I Would Do With $100,000,000:


1) Pay off all kinds of debts


2) Outright BUY a home, complete with a HUGE Outdoor Firing Range for #4


3) TRAVEL to everywhere I’ve always wanted to go


4) Buy somewhere in the neighborhood of $2-4 million in Firearms... trust me, i have a list.... and of course, all the paperwork to accompany them... prolly another million.....


5) the rest will have to pay for the ensuent parties that will surely arise in my new estate.....


5 Locations I'd Like to Run Away To:


1) any of the best pubs in Ireland


2) Ireland itself


3) a better place inside my mind


4) a galaxy far, far away........


5) anywhere but here


5 Bad Habits I Have:


1) smoking (i'm still working on that one... it's not been easy, but i'm getting there...)


2) foul mouth


3) short fused temper


4) i tend to embellish the truth a bit too much...


5) I don’t keep in touch with people as well as I used to


5 Things I like Doing:


1) PC Gaming


2) Playing Guitar and writing music


3) playing with guns :)


4) Hanging out w/ friends


5) rocking out hardcore in my car all by myself on backroads that go nowhere, screamng at the top of my lungs...


5 Things I Would Never Wear:


1) A dress


2) female wig


3) Stiletto heels, or any womens foot wear or clothing for that matter...


4) PINK


5) a Prince Albert


5 T.V. Shows I Like: (okay, this is hard to pick only five, so I’ll pick my FAVORITE ones only)


1) Law and Order (any of them except for trial by jury.... i'd even watch Criminal Intent over that)


2) Crossing Jordan


3) CSI (JUST the original.... not miami or new york)


4) Seinfeld


5) alot of documentaries on Discovery and History Channel... esp. tales of the gun...


5 Movies I Like: (pointless to pick only five… oops, i mean, 6 :) )


1) Star Wars: Episode I: The Phantom Menace


2) Star Wars: Episode II: Attack of the Clones


3) Star Wars: Episode III: Revenge of the Sith


4) Star Wars: Episode IV: A New Hope


5) Star Wars: Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back


6) Star Wars: Episode VI: Return of the Jedi


5 Famous People I'd like to Meet:


1) Daron Malakian of SOAD


2) Jerry Orbach of L&O... too bad that can NEVER happen.... RIP Jerry...


3) Lindsay Lohan.... cuz hey... i'd do'er...


4) Robin Williams, my all time favorite funnyman


5) Edgar Allen Poe... we have SOOOO much in common...


5 Biggest Joys at the Moment:


1) just saw a good movie with friends


2) it's 3 am and i'm not tired


3) i have a friend with benefits :)


4) i got REALLY gothed out tonight...


5) i was straining for four of these moments...


5 Favorite Toys: (right now)


1) My computer of course!!


2) My new MP3 Player.... VERY handy


3) any of my several Airsoft Guns


4) My Guitar


5) My digital camera


...and there you have it...


Agent out.



 
two wars, alike in dignity....
06.29.05 (8:57 pm)   [edit]

well i just got back from "war of the worlds", and i think it was pretty damn good... not good enough to warrant me going back and watching it 3 times (i Love Star Wars :) ), but over all a very good movie... this is the movie my friends John was in as an extra, the only problem was, none of us but him knew what scenes to be looking for him in... he could only describe them in vague detail, but he did say that he saw himself, and that we'll be able to see him better once it's out on DVD...


nothing of intrest to talk about other than that, really... i'm about to start my FOURTH round of Jedi Academy as a Sith... no, i haven't beaten it yet, its just that i keep forgetting to allocate certain force points to certain areas... and on a few maps, some of the lighter side force powers are almost a necessity, and i keep getting to those parts, and realizing i have no chance of beating it without at least one point in a certain power... it's been trying, but i think i've worked it out now... on my third attempt, i maxed out the darkside forces of Drain, Lightning, and Grip... each one is SOOO much better maxed out... for instance, with full force drain powers, i can drain the life essence out of a roomfull (5-10) of stormtroopers in about 10 seconds, and add their life source to my own, up to a maximum of 125 healthpoints... lightning is kick ass because it shocks the fuck out of anything on the screen.... disable my lightsaber, and shoot lightning out of BOTH hands, and i double the damage dealt per second... quite handy against droids and the like... and with grip, i can choke the life out of someone while holding them 10 feet in the air, then quickly drop them, and use force push to knock the all the way across the room!!!


I LOVE being Evil :)


and on that note, good night...


Agent out.



 
One for the Blog
06.27.05 (8:54 pm)   [edit]

as rob so delicately put it, "today's definitely one for the Blog..."


how true!


GREAT DAY!!!!! had the day off from work, and got up around 11 am... off to a great start, and woke up just in time to recieve my MP3 player!!! i can honestly say that i'm happy with it... i had it with me all day long, only on the one battery that was sent with it, a standard Duracell, and it's performed admirably. i don't know how full it is (the memory), i just threw some songs on there before i left to listen to at the bowling alley...


after some minor house work (no, not my room, it's still trashed), i met up with Rob out at the bowling alley, and played a few games with him... three games: 134, 145, and worst of all, 82..... don't ask where that last score came from, i just totally lost it after that point... we then headed to Taco Bell, and i got another one of those fantastic Cruchwrap supremes.... i LOVE those things!!! we ate, and then sat there, having lengthy discussions on Airsoft... i recently (as in, last night) opened the gateway to replica firearm bliss to rob, and he loves the things... he's gonna blow the majority of his next paycheck at Shorty's... he's looking into alot of the same models as i am, only he's going for the higher grade ones...


after leaving TB, i had to get back home, and help my dad put in the window AC units... about 30 minutes worth of heaving lifting and straining and pinching of the digits... but now the temp of the house is livable... right after that, i mowed the yard as fast as i could, and took another ice cold shower... i'm really starting to enjoy those... lol, that sounds pretty sick... lol anyhow, afterwards, i got dressed and felt like being a little goth kid and did the full shabang... armbands, bondage choker, spikes, spiked the hair, heavy on the eyeliner... i just forgot to do my nails.... lol ladies, i know now how much of a pain in the ass it is for you to do that on a CONSTANT basis... i promise to keep the bitching to a minimum... 


i had gotten a message earlier from heather, and she had called from DQ, saying her BF came by and they got into it, but that he had broken up with her in the process, and i must say she was pretty damn happy about it... i drove by there to see her (she loves seeing me all gothed out like that... drives her nuts!!!) before i headed out to H'burg to meet up with rob and his GF, and we went mallratting, so to speak.... i guess since i actually bought something, i wasn't just ratting around this time.... i bought a kool hat at Hot Topic for $14... not bad, seeing as it was marked at $16... thank god for frequent buyers cards!!! 15% off!!!!


then we killed time at about 3 other stores, including wal-mart (you will never read about an interesting day for me on this blog without the mention of a pilgrammage to savings Mecca...) and Taco Bell AGAIN (i've now had THREE crunchwrap thingys in 36 hours....) and then headed over to the theater to see Ep.III for MY THIRD FUCKING TIME!!!!! and i loved it just as much this time as any other!!! and by the time the movie let out, it was 1 am, so i came home and sat down and wrote this blog to let you all know i had a wonderful fucking day :)


goodnight all


Agent out.



 
The Post I Owe You
06.26.05 (10:44 pm)   [edit]

it would seem i owe you guys an update...


like i said, i hit 6000 views on the page, prolly sometime on saturday night... i worked late again, and took heather home from work... made a pretty strong decision as far as our "relationship" was concerned, and i asked her if we could just keep things friendly... i love the girl to death, she's a real sweetheart, and i do feel bad for having to ask that of her... i'm afraid i hurt her by doing that... but i think she'll be ok. i know we're still going to be friends, and that's keeping me pretty optomistic about it.


after work, scott called me and left the funniest damn message on my phone... i laughed forever about that one.... and i went over to his place and hung out with him and cerme...passed up the chance to go out to the cabin with my dad and sis on sunday morning... sounds like they had a good time... my lil sis shot the "big deer rifle", and surprisingly, i don't think it kicked her ass as much as she thought it would... interestingly enough, the area where the cabin is at made front page news on sunday as well... seems some fucking nutbar went up in the woods with a rifle, and threatened a bunch of hikers, and a few cops, and then ran off into the woods... let's have a big round of applause for Sargent Randy Fisher and his crack team of law-enforcement officers for letting the babbling idiot with the gun GET AWAY.....


to quote Sgt. Randy, and i swear to god, they printed this in the paper, "we've got some idiot with a gun running around out there in the woods..."


damn Randy, do you think you could have been maybe a little more subtle about it??? i mean at the very least, given the nature of the subject, i'd have thought he'd be able to come up with a better way of getting that message across...... jeez... Augusta County's Finest, and your tax dollars at work, folks....


ok sorry, i got distracted...


at scotts, we hung out, went to Sheetz for midnight munchies, came back, played Burnout and Halo for a few hours, and i played with my airsoft guns... brought them along for fun... then they decided to pass out... i thought it'd be a good idea to stay up till 6 am watching Universal Soldier... i also thought i'm not good at thinking of good ideas... got up at 11ish, went out to harrisonburg AGAIN... got one of those new Crunchwrap Supreme thingys from Taco Bell..... OMFG mother mary on a STICK that thing was GOOOODDDDD!!!!!!


came home and took a cold shower... not for the reasons most guys take cold showers, i took it because it was about 98 degrees today, and 85 of it was IN MY DAMN HOUSE... on a good note, the window AC's are going in TOMORROW... kinda put my foot down on that one...


one last thing... the MP3 player i ordered (yes, the WRONG MP3 player) will be here tomorrow... and i've decided to keep it instead... i was originally going to get that one anyways, and even at only 1Gb, it will still hold all my current music... i think it'll be just fine, and i've already waited 2 weeks and paid for it in full... i'd rather skip the agony for a second time...


oh and i dyed my hair black again...


good night...


Agent out.



 
6000 Hits
06.26.05 (11:32 am)   [edit]

at some point (i guess last night) i hit 6000 on the ye olde blog counter... i think this came faster than the last 1000 hits.... which took 22 days.... maybe i should post more often... lol...


i'll post about my weekend activities later tonight...


Agent Out.



 
My room is quite dirty... and my summer goals list
06.24.05 (6:44 pm)   [edit]

i've come to an astonishing conclusion...


i live in filth...


i have a bedroom here at my moms house... it's my current stable residence... and i have this tiny habit of not keeping things in my room too tidy... it's ok, for the most part, i'm comfortable with it...


but suddenly i've found it to be, well.... a bit.... hrmm


it's disgusting...


want proof??? take a look at my new webshots portfolio... four pics of my room in it's current state.... it's really a fucking wreck... i'm living out of clothes baskets, there's about a two-foot pile of godknows what there in the corner in front of my inaccessible closet door... the top of my dresser is covered in paper and BBs and ductape... my Airsoft workstation.... and speaking of workstations, my desk is a living, breathing fire hazard.... papers and manuals and cds and wiring and candles and incense.... if i ever suddenly STOP posting here, you'll know i died from a fire on my desk... god knows i wouldn't leave my computer, i'd rather go down with the proverbial ship....


so i'm gonna clean house, prolly this weekend... and by house of course, i mean just my room... the rest is not my problem... lol but i'll post the "after" pics when its all done... that'll be alot faster than my other before and after project i have lined up for this summer....


also, i've determined tonight that my only other goals for the summer... oh hell, here's the list:



  1. stop smoking (nearly 3 weeks clean thus far!!!! AND cold turkey at that!)

  2. work out more (kelly comes home on the 1st, then it's time to pump us up!!!)

  3. get laid (pending)

  4. get my first tattoo (LOTS of ideas for that one)

  5. get my labret pierced (god, it just sounds so dirty that way... i mean my extreme lower lip... my "chin" so to speak)

  6. stop eating all that damn junkfood and sodas (that kinda comes and goes)

  7. this is number seven...

  8. and finally, look into an apartment or other living arangements...

and there you have it, my list... now, don't forget to check out my horribly shitty room, and i'll be sure to let you know when i'm finished cleaning...


god, this should be interesting...


Agent out.



 
you're on my mind tonight...
06.23.05 (8:44 pm)   [edit]

i wasn't really looking forward to working today.... no reason really, but i think the underlying cause was that heather wasn't scheduled to work today... normally, a n00b wouldn't have that much of an impact on me, but i digress


so imagine my surprise when i walk in (30 minutes early too), and there's heather, on the front register.... what the hell?!?!??! i asked travis what she was doing here, and he told me, no lie, she called and ASKED to come into work today.... he told me it was because she found out i was working tonight... and that she just wanted to see me!!!! of course this is travis we're talking about, and everything he says comes with a few free grains of salt (he spares no expense, lemme tell ya).... so just to make sure myself, i asked her, and i'll be damned, it was true!!!! she really went to the trouble to come in and WORK just to see me!!!


i ended up taking her home from work too... really awkard, because i don't do that for ANYONE... when i dropped her off, she said that she wished she had met me sooner, and kissed my hand, which she'd been clutching since we left DQ.... i loved it, honestly...


i'm concerned, however....


she's given me more attention in the past 3 days than i've had from nearly any other girl in almost a year...  and yet, i'm hesitating.... i feel weird... like something isn't right... someone once told me, if you ever doubt it, don't walk, RUN..... but i'm afraid i'll be blowing a really good chance if i do that... i guess it's just too soon to tell... but i would have thought that i'd be jumping all over the chance to have another girl in my life...


i'm looking a little deeper into her now though, and i'm worried about what i see... i don't want to get into all the details (for some reason i feel i shoudn't breach confidentiality with her) but i think she's got some emotional issues... things from her childhood and the present, the kinda thing that i see and want to fix... like i always do... i have this huge character flaw... i like to be the person to take everyone's pain away... even if i have to take it on as my own... my last relationship, which you all know by now, did not end on good terms, was a two year battle with depression..... not mine, but hers.... and i spent every waking second trying to solve her problems and making her hurt go away... even though i couldn't... and after two years, the problems became my own... and i was depressed, and it became the beginning of the end for us... and i really would like to avoid that in the future, for reasons i should hope would be obvious...


so now i'm confused, and i don't really know what to do... it's a very hard emotion to explain... but i know one thing for sure.... she's on my mind tonight... and she's inspired me... the poem i wrote has nothing to do with her, i'm pretty sure, but she got my motivated enough to put pen to paper....


and that's a fucking start...


Agent out.







My Home


steaming feilds of asphalt
and concrete dreams
teeming with the untrusted
blinded souls


my home, my hell


skys pierced with jets,
against impossible odds
and an artificial sun
sets in the fake distance


my home, my prison


store bought air
and pictures of a life
being blown into the wind,
floating on a non-exsistent breeze


my home, my torture


words not out own
broadcast for all to hear
running away with the time
to take a look, but not.


my home, my hate


saying you loved me
made things hard, i admit
but taking the time,
i felt fine.


my home, my relief


tearing and peeling
the layers receding
i can finally see behind
the scenes


my home, my warzone


and the sight isn't pretty
and the fight isn't easy
and the reasons don't matter
but i feel fine


my home, my death



 
another interesting day...
06.22.05 (9:28 pm)   [edit]

i'm having to many of those recently it seems... need to cut back on it... lol


well, she spilled it today... heather told me she was extremely attracted to me ... even though we just met... she didn't say it in a creepy way either, like a stalker or something... just very... flirty about it :) man i haven't experianced that in a long time... unfortunately, she's so taken with me, she won't even introduce me to the goth girl she was gonna set me up with... said she might get jealous.... Oi!


lots more Jedi Academy today.... beat the game on Padawan skill level, as a light side Jedi Knight... fought some tough battles towards the end, but nothing to serious... now i'm playing Jedi skill level, and creating a Sith Dark Lord... the game is written with two endings, one light and the other dark, and certain choices you make throughout the game (which forcre powers you concentrate on, and some key decisions along the way) wll determine which ending is played...l ight side, you save you best friend, defeat the cult leader, and the spirit she resurrects, and all is well in the galaxy...


dark side..... let's just say, nearly everyone DIES.... :)


and on that note, good night


Agent out.



 
the full moon will make things....... weird.
06.21.05 (8:42 pm)   [edit]

ok, my demands have been met, and my pictures are again functioning normally...


that'll teach em


so, the full moon was out tonight, and damned if it didn't have an effect on me and everyone i was around!!! i was HAPPY tonight at work!!! yes, HAPPY.... how often does that happen??? we had a few n00bs in there tonight, for their first day, and there was one girl in there, heather, (we hire alot of those, don't we?) and she was pretty cute... not to mention, hitting on me like crazy... damn, i think if given the opportunity, she'd prolly have jumped me right there on the registers!!! but i was a little more interested in this cute little gothic number she said she'd hook me up with!!!!


of course, there was a string attached...


i'm horrible at first impressions... i have a really foul mouth, when i think about it... and i guess other ppl notice it... heather sure as hell did, and bet me that i couldn't go ten minutes without swearing... i was up for a challenge anyways, especially if it meant humoring her for awhile:) i told her that, with the proper incentive *wink wink*, i can do just about anything.... and she said to me... no lie... "what kind of girls do you like???"


holy shit, the $64 million question!


and since when did DQ become a house of ill repute, with ice cream and such? she told me she had this friend, really cure, to quote her "much prettier than me", gothic, and single... i practically flushed right then and there... if anything gets to me like that, its a goth girl..... oooOOOOOooo man...


so i lasted the ten minutes and then some... i told her we'd make it thirty minutes, just to be fair.... not only is this completely kickass, but she might buy my guitar from me!!!! for the full $300!!!! she LOVED it! i showed it to her, on my break, and she just drop her jaw... i'll be so happy to give that thing... i need the money for my MP3 player...


oh yeah, guess who royally fucked up???


i got confirmation email from creative labs last night that my order had been proccessed and shipped for my Creative Zen NANO 1 GB MP3 player....


the only problem with that is, i ordered a 4GB ZEN MICRO MP3 PLAYER... beginning to see my dilemma??? i ordered the wrong goddamned MP3 player... and it's shipping from SoCal, so it'll be NEXT MONDAY before it gets here, when i get to tell the UPS man to politely take the box back and SHOVE IT... i have to refuse the shipment, then it'll get sent back, THEN they will refund my card... DAMMIT... so i think i'll just save up th money for right now, and get the 5Gb black one down at wal-mart...


oh and the airsoft gun came today... not a bad little shooter for only $4... pretty accurate out to 15 ft... i was impressed... of course, right out of the box, it jammed... but no problems after i fixed it... shot several clips... bought an extra clip too, so it's the only gun i've got extra loaded ammo for at al times.... pretty sweet deal for just $13


well i just got booted off, so i think i'm gonna hit the sack... nighters


Agent out.



 
Star Wars, much?
06.20.05 (9:36 pm)   [edit]

From Hell's Heart, Stab at Thee, I Do!


much starwars action this evening... got out the Jedi Academy again, and been playing for about 4 hours... tried putting Knights of the Old Republic back on, and it seems that, despite the massive amount of RAM, the graphics card simply will not support that game... the framerate was exactly the same as before... so until i get a super gaming computer, it's a wasted $20...


i can't figure out what the hell is going on with my banner and my photos... i hosted them at villagephoto.com, and the account is still there... i'm also hosting banners and pics for Lunchbox and Magicthought's blogs, (even though Lunchbox is dead) and Magicthoughts pics are gone as well, but lunchbox's seem to have remained... sorry for the inconvienence, but i'm gonna wait for it to work itself out... VP.com said they had been having some issues, but they should all be taken care of... so maybe it'll fix itself.. but if not, i'm gonna have to go through all the shit to find more hosting space...


i've added a few of you guys to my links on the left :) i love updating this thing, but i totally forget all the other shit... prolly why the pics punked out on me.... anyways, not much to say, really boring evening... and holy shit it's 2:45 am...


i've been playing that game for WAAAAAAY too long...


Agen out.


[EDIT: Immediately upon posting this blog, my pictures suddenly reappeared... technology is a hell of a thing...]



 
WTF!
06.20.05 (10:04 am)   [edit]

what in the blue fuck is going on with my pictures?!?!!??!


Agent out



 
New Gun, New Digital Toy, and OMFG.....
06.19.05 (6:15 pm)   [edit]

well, fortunately i'm coming to you, live from my room, and not a JAIL CELL..... more on that in a minute...


tomorrow's monday, and that means the beginning of a new week... it also mean that the orders i placed on friday, before what i thought was the deadline time, will finally be PROCESSED, and i can wait another week to get the stuff... my MP3 player is going to take the longest... but i recieved a newsletter from ShortyUSA.com with an excellent price on a tiny gun :) it's a 007 secret agent pistol, the Walther PPK... think Bond... James bond... oh and make sure you think Connery bond, or you'll have the wrong gun... at $3.99 a piece, it was hard to resist getting more than one, but i restrained and just got the pistol and a spare magazine for it... despite the price, the reviews i've read are good, and very promising... i'll get some tests done once it gets here and let you know where it stands against my other pistols :)


now to the bad news...


i work with this kid, johnny, and he hangs out with a couple of lowlifes... they come to pick him up tonight, in HIS car mind you... i had pulled my car into the drive thru to block other cars after we'd closed... after i clocked out, i went to leave out the back where i'd parked... johnny and his two friends were outside, and johnny was just coming in as i went for the doorknob... as the back door opened, i heard MY car door slam, saw the interior light in it was ON, and saw the fucking kid walking away from my car!!!! one of those sonsuvbitches was in my fucking car!!! i yelled at 'em for awhile, and got no answers... so i went home, and after several seconds of quick deliberation, i decided not to walk away from this one... I got back in the car, raving mad, and went back there..


i went in and confronted the guy i work with, johnny... and i told him i was gonna give him one fucking shot, and to tell me who the fuck was in my car... and when he didn't cooperate i blew the fuck up


i went outside, and told both of those motherfuckers to get out of his car... surprisingly, they were very reluctant to even crack the window, much less actually get out of the fucking car.. i screamed and cussed for about a good 15 minutes, and unfortunately i got nowhere... better than go back to my car, and get one of my springers i happened to have in there, and threaten them with a piece, i thought it best to just leave... but i gave them all fair warning that if i ever saw them within 30 feet of my car again in that parking lot, i'd have the cops there in a fucking heartbeat... my manager was no help at all in the matter, just totally calm and unhelpful... of course, i think he was stoned, so it didn't really matter that much...


this is fucking VERONA, VIRGINIA.... not the streets of new york city, where black kids break into cars every fucking day... so help me, if they cross me again, there will be hell to pay....


GRR......


Agent out.



 
My Daily nothinging-ness
06.19.05 (9:02 am)   [edit]

so, i haven't posted in a few days... you didn't miss anything...


Kelly IM'd me from an internet cafe in LONDON!!!! how cool is that?!?!? i was very excited to hear from her!!! made my day, she did!


i work all day today... 10-2 and 5-cl... not fun


my MP3 player isn't here yet... i finanlly decided on a 4Gb Creative Zen Micro :) it's a sweet little number, too! about the size of a packet of Orbitz gum.... a little smaller than an iPod Mini.... holds about 2000 songs too :) it'll be a long time before i fill that thing up...


i added 4 more guns to my airsoft wishlist...  two tomb-raider style USP pistols, and 2 .44 magnum revolvers... all the guns alone prolly run about $200, but i'm a collector, so it's nothing to me :) however, i have a new one on the way... it's a 007 style ppk... and at $3.99, and more good reviews than bad, i couldn't resist :)


nothing much left to report... i'm home for my 3-hour "lunchbreak", so i'm gonna go gets me some hotpockets


Agent out.



 
The Most Mundane Post Ever [EDIT]
06.16.05 (9:06 pm)   [edit]

for the sake of being mundane and otherwise seemingly normal, i'm now going to post a very boring blog...


i've made it a point to not blog on and on about my everyday habits and routines... i don't like to bore you guys to death with the simple, meaningless shit that happens to me on a regular, daily basis.... i'd much rather tell you all about the moderately interesting, yet trivial shit that happens only every so often.... and hope for the best...


but i came to the conclusion that today i had a normal, completely uninteresting, and nearly boring day... and for a millisecond, i thought, "Hey, maybe the guys at tBlog will find this interesting in a 'mundane, average joe' way...."..... then i thought i was out of my fucking gourd...


but here is, for your reading entertainment, my really boring day...


i got up at 10:50... which is probably the most out of the ordinary thing that happened all WEEK... i usually lay in bed until well into the afternoon.... i had to pick up my sister from softball camp at 11... she was pretty damn rude about where i chose to park my car, but i digress... i came home, ate a lunchmeat sammich... and waited for mom to come home for lunch... i mowed the yard while i waited... diagonally this time... for flair... mom came, left and i laid around the house untill about 5 watching Law & Order... L&O is my favorite show... period... comes on in the daytime between 3 and 5... the only good thing on between 5 and 6 is Home Improvement... which is when i usually do stuff until 6, when Seinfeld comes on... if i'm still at the house at 7 (when Seinfeld goes off), i watch more Law & Order, if i'm lucky, until about 10pm...


tonight however, i had to pay homage to the ice cream gods and put myself in their servitude for a measely 2.5 hours.... work is a completely different uninteresting bore that i'm not even going to...... bore.... you with... erm... but i got home around 10:30, and sat in the living room, trying to find something good on TV, and arguing about pointless random shit with my mother, who has no appreciation whatsoever for my sense of humor...


the only, i mean the ONLY, interesting thing i did tonight was (for some reason still to be determined) i watched Jurassic Park.... the first one... you know, the good one? and i think the only reason i did that was because i was having trouble getting online, and lately, that's been a battle that i don't have the patience to fight, and i thought the only thing i had better to do was play a video game or watch a movie.... and seeing as i had just popped a huge bag of popcorn, the choice seemed rather obvious...


mom just went to bed, i just fed the cat, i'm about to put the dog to bed, and about to put in my earplugs and sleep myself away... this is a typical day in my life... nothing extraordinary, nothing special.... don't be fooled by how well i wrote this, or how good it may sound... i'm a good writer... i specialize in making the mundane fun again... when you really boil this one down, it's really really dull...


so the next time you guys notice i don't post for a few days, and are maybe curious as to what great fun you're missing out on, READ THIS BLOG...


you've been warned.


Agent out...



 
tBlog convention????? oOoOo
06.15.05 (9:55 pm)   [edit]

3 am, and i'm posting again...


i just upped my winnings on TW PGAT04 to nearly $1,000,000.... anyone know where i can trade that in for real cash??!?!?!??!?!


can't think of much to say tonight... evil and i were talking earlier about the prospect of a tBlog Convention... you know, a chance for all of us tbloggers to get together on some neutral ground and finally meet these wonderful people we've been sharing our lives with... i think it's a great idea, but unfortunately, i don't really see it happening... the conflicts with other peoples schedules would be unfathomable... anyways, here's tonights Letter to The Band...


Dear 3 Doors Down,
     What the fuck happened to you guys?
                           Love,
                                 Brandon


ah, wasn't that lovely???


Agent out.



 
Letter to bands, and more golf...
06.14.05 (9:25 pm)   [edit]

i really don't have too much to report on... except that the Tiger Woods PGA Tour 2004 game owns my soul.... again..... it's become my new 4am addiction... i'm at tour level, and i've earned about $200,000 (EDIT: Sorry, make that more than $400,000... :) )in winnings thus far...


oi, i need to get out and actually do some golfing...


i did however think this next little piece would be fun to post in my blog. i'm gonna write funny, sarcastical letters to bands, and rip on them as much as possible.. these are letters i'd love to send to the actual bands, but i don't have their mailing addresses... lol... just thought it'd be something fun to do... it'll keep me blogging :)


*ATTENTION* I GOT THIS IDEA FROM LYNETTE...


god knows she'd give me down the road for it this time if i claimed this idea as my own!!!


"hey guys!!! look what i found!!!!"
"Hey, you didn't find it, i did..."
"Hey guys!!! look what i took credit for finding!!!"


... and now for the letter of the day, a blast from a few ppls past, and an inside joke most of you won't find nearly as amusing... this letter is the the Nu-Metal band "Taproot"....


Dear Taproot,
     I wrote a song that sound alot like your only hit single EVER, "poem"...


     Please sue me and my band mates...
                                 Love,


                                          Brandon Quick, and OSIS


 


that it all....


Agent Out.



 
Date, Europe, and Golf
06.13.05 (9:46 pm)   [edit]

ok, i'll admit that Mr. &  Mrs. Smith is a very funny movie... in fact, it's hilarious ("ask us the sex question!" :) ), and it was indeed action packed.... i can't think of anything sexier than Angelina Jolie in a highslit evening dress swinging around a M870 riot 12ga. with style and grace :) and brad pitt, albeit i don't care much for the guy, was pretty hilarious at some parts...


but it should be known that this movie has nothing, i repeat NOTHING, to do with the 1941 Hitchcock film afterwhich it was supposedly made.... the original had NOTHING to do with the main characters being assassins... infact, their names weren't even Jane and John in the original film... if i had to though, i could make a list of the similarities between the two films...


- the Title


... that's it... and, just for future reference, i pick the "remake"... the original just sounded like it sucked.... search for Mr and Mrs Smith at IMBD.com, and review them yourself....


the date was alot of fun too :) kelly, despite what you said, you were excellent company.. i'm happy that you wanted to spend the evening with me :)


we went to the movie, and afterwards we went to IHOP and sat around for nearly 2 hours... it was great... i had a really good time :)


kelly's leaving in prolly a few hours for Europe... Italy, England, France, and Germany... she has no idea how lucky she is right now!!! i'd kill to be on the next plane to anywhere but here...


well, i think it's time for some more golf, then bed :) Tiger, I'm gonna have you for breakfast on the back 9, so WATCH OUT!!!!!


Agent out.



 
this isn't goodbye.........
06.12.05 (10:36 am)   [edit]

i haven't really been in a mood to write lately... but just so youse guys know i'm still alive, here's a post to prove it...


oh, and i have another outing with kelly tonight!!! she leaves for europe on tuesday, and won't be back until the 1st, so i'm glad she wanted to spend on of her last nights before the trip with me :) makes me happy.... which hasn't been an easy task as of late...


also, i'm looking for a good, cheap, small sized MP3 player... prolly something no more than 512 mb... i want on for the gym when i'm working out this summer... wal-mart started selling some good ones... including iPods, RCA Lyras, and even Creative's Nomad Zen micros.... i'm not looking to spend a shitpile of money, and i was leaning towards a Lyra... at 256 Mb, it's only about $70... i wanna know if anyone has one, what they think of it, or if you have a better, similar one, lemme know ok?


maybe you'll see me around.... maybe you won't....


Agent out.